Thanks for responding. I was reading your post about your mom. I’ve never cheated, but my first husband physically abused me and my kids and now is facing jail time for indecent behavior with our daughters. I’m having a lot of trust issues now towards any men, since these new allegations against my ex. I wish I could have stayed single and not remarried but I thought to myself would it be worse for my kids for me to be single than to have a step father? But yeah, I’m questioning my decision making. And now that my ex has been charged, my kids really only have me. I don’t feel that anyone else would truly look out for the best interest of them. But my husband does help out with things however he doesn’t make much money and can’t even support himself financially so I wonder if I’d just be better off on my own. I make enough to support my kids without child support. My husband also has some other irresponsibility behaviors and he seems to look out for his own best interest before that of me or my kids. But it’s sometimes scary to think that if I weren’t with him, I’d have no one. My mom is deceased and I’m practically caregiver for my dad because he’s mentally ill.